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Jared Berkeley (come_on_down) wrote,
@ 2008-03-08 12:13:00

Current mood:

cranky

Private

Now she chooses to get post pardom depression? Well not now, because shes been ignoring her daughter for two months now. Locking herself in the damn room, she even found a way to change the lock! I can't fucking believe it. One minute she was overjoyed to have a daughter and now Maddisons name makes her cringe and turn into this...I don't even know. The doctor said that theres really nothing we can do about it, just let it run its course since she refuses to take medicine of any sort.

I can't keep taking Maddison to work with me, wearing one of those baby things with a baby in it doesn't really bode well with the image the network is trying to keep me in. Nor do I like my assitant spending more time with my daughter than my own wife. This is fucking pissing me off to no end. I even had to hide the damn alcohol from her because when things get 'too hard' she takes a shot. Since when did Marissa turn into me?

I'm slipping. I can feel the twinge in my arm each time something goes wrong. Every time Marissa refues to hold Maddison the ache to shoot up is there. I can't keep ignoring it.

I'm not going to tell anyone about Marissa yet.

End Private

Brian, You and I are going out tonight. Tam, you're babysitting your niece. Lilly, where the fuck are you? Clarice, don't burn the house down while I'm gone.

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	tigerous 2008-03-08 10:20 pm UTC (link)
	~~Thanks for asking me to go.~~ Alright. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	come_on_down 2008-03-08 10:49 pm UTC (link)
	Give me the address and I'll drop her off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jared. tigerous 2008-03-08 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	[Insert address here] (Reply to this) (Parent)

	preciousember 2008-03-09 10:54 am UTC (link)
	How come I'm the only one with a warning there? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	come_on_down 2008-03-09 11:44 am UTC (link)
	have you met you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preciousember 2008-03-09 11:45 am UTC (link)
	... I see myself in the mirror every day. I'm not that bad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	come_on_down 2008-03-09 12:05 pm UTC (link)
	Then you aren't looking in the right mirror (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preciousember 2008-03-09 12:07 pm UTC (link)
	And you're a little bit cranky. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	come_on_down 2008-03-09 12:10 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you Captain Obvious (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preciousember 2008-03-09 12:10 pm UTC (link)
	No problem Mr I'll Drink My Problems Away. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	come_on_down 2008-03-09 12:15 pm UTC (link)
	And why exactly were you looking for the same drinks the other night? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preciousember 2008-03-09 12:20 pm UTC (link)
	~~...~~ I was bored, felt like a drink. Woop de doo. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	come_on_down 2008-03-09 11:05 pm UTC (link)
	Right. If it makes you feel better to think that go ahead. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preciousember 2008-03-09 11:11 pm UTC (link)
	At least I'm not drinking to try and FORGET about shit. That's not healthy, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	come_on_down 2008-03-09 11:14 pm UTC (link)
	You sure about that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preciousember 2008-03-09 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	Very. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	come_on_down 2008-03-09 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	Good to know you enjoy lying to yourself as well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preciousember 2008-03-09 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	Pretty sure you're the only one lying around here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	come_on_down 2008-03-09 11:39 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not in the fucking mood for you Clarice. Everyone knows you're drinking because you aren't getting laid. I'm drinking because my wife doesn't want to hold her own daughter....do you see the god damned difference there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

preciousember
2008-03-10 06:55 am UTC (link)

I really don't fucking care. I'm not going to sit back and watch you be a complete dick head, alright? AND SHUT UP. We weren't talking about me and yes I see the difference, isn't that why I should be allowed to be worried? ~~Marissa doesn't want to hold her?~~

Fuck you. Seriously. You can stop holding your child too. I mean, why not? It's not like one parent is better than none.

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	come_on_down 2008-03-10 07:05 am UTC (link)
	Fuck you Clarice. I've been taking care of my daughter practically by myself for the last god knows how fucking long. I'm taking one night to go get shitfaced before going back to be the only parent she has at the moment. I didn't fucking ask you to watch her so shut the fuck up and just don't ruin my fucking house and make sure Marissa doesn't kill herself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	preciousember 2008-03-10 07:19 am UTC (link)
	~~I COULD FUCKING HELP IF YOU ASKED ME TO~~ FINE. I'll play baby sitter to my own fucking sister and you go get shitfaced. I'm so sure your daughter will thank you for giving her just good coping genes when she's old enough to hold an alcoholic drink. Fuck you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	come_on_down 2008-03-10 07:33 am UTC (link)
	Don't even fucking talking about Madison anymore. One more fucking word and you're going to regret it Clarice. I mean it. I swear to fucking god just say one more word so i can kick your ass out for good without Marissa arguing for you to stay. PLEASE say one more word! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

preciousember
2008-03-10 07:43 am UTC (link)

WHAT? I'm not allowed to care about her? She’s my family, idiot. I’m going to care about her whether you like it or not.

You are such an asshole. I don't want you to start drinking yourself into the ground or any of that shit. Isn't there something about a pattern starting and then it's a hard spiral to get out of? BUT OH NO. Clarice isn’t allowed to care so she has to shut the fuck up before she has no where to sleep.

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come_on_down
2008-03-10 08:20 am UTC (link)

Not when you're criticizing how shes being raised. If you have such a problem with it maybe you could help by more than buying her clothes!

I've been wanting to go out and get fucking drunk for TWO months now. TWO. One night of drinking isn't going to turn me into an alcoholic ~~Heroin is my vice~~. Thanks for having any fucking faith in me Clarice. And here I thought I'd been doing good.

Fuck you.

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preciousember
2008-03-10 08:31 am UTC (link)

I would help if I could! Do you really think I'd be any fucking good with a kid? Besides, if I REMEMBER correctly you didn't even trust me enough to leave me alone with her and had to call in BRIAN of all people to "help" me look after her. Don't fucking give me that shit when you wouldn't give me the time of day.

OH NO. TWO MONTHS. You're a Father now. Pretty sure that means you have to look over these urges, but whatever. What would I know, right?

Yes. Fuck me for caring. I’m such a horrible person.

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come_on_down
2008-03-10 08:36 am UTC (link)

I had Brian come over because you had no interest in watching her at all. NONE. You bitched enough about having to change diapers and getting food on your clothes that I didn't want to fucking bother you anymore.

I don't think you're fully understanding a concept here clear...

MARISSA HAS GIVEN UP BEING A MOTHER!

She isn't doing anything anymore. And no, it doesn't meant I have to look over my urges so long as there is someone to watch my daughter FOR ONE NIGHT. ONE FUCKING NIGHT. That might be too big a number for you to count up to though so it's really falling on deaf fucking ears.

I"m thrilled that you're finally seeing it my way.

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